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Journal Entry: Mon Feb 5, 2007, 12:19 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Welcome to my life-Simple Plan.
  • Reading: Darren Shan book 7
  • Watching: Black cat ep 5 Subbed.
  • Playing: Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories/Furcadia
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing..
Sayonara~

(:

No not really...Just a new account. XD



Uh huh....XD Just a new start~ Need to refav all my pics and stuff....XD and prolly reput in my scraps and stuff......Maybe not i don't know...But i'm refaving the pictures....21 pages...-Dies- XD anyways this account will be shut down until I get all my pictures resubmitted and stuff...I just need a new account xD...

FUCKING HELL! SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CUNT!

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 3, 2007, 3:33 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Welcome to my life-Simple Plan.
  • Reading: Darren Shan book 7
  • Watching: Black cat ep 5 Subbed.
  • Playing: Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories/Furcadia
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing..
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Rules about requesting~ 100 Themes~Closed! Requests, Art trades, Contest Entries, Collabs, Commisions~ Tutorials in making~ Furcadia related~ Friends~ Clubs~ My site~ My SA account~My Live Journal~
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ARGH I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF I AM FUCKING TYPING IN CAPS I DON'T FUCKING CARE AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF I'M BEING A EMO SASSY BITCH SHUT UP YOU ALL YOU COCK SUCKING MOTHER FUCKERS THIS IS SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP YOU SNOT NOSED LITTLE BASTARDS! ARGH WTF?!

FIRST OF ALL ERIN COMES ALONG AND EXAGERATES THINGS AND GOES BLAHBLAHBLAH LEMMEEEE C UR RTWURK D::::::::: HKHDGLKJ AND I WAS LIKE I CAN;T YOU SEEN ALL OF THEM. OHHH LET MEEE C D RTWORK UR CELLING D:::::::::::::::::::::::::;g;;hf;; BCUZ U SED SU. NO I DID NOT!. YEZ U DEED. D::*:*:8;tey';kfj NO I DIDN'T I SAID I'LL SHOW YOU SOME SKETCHES IN MY SKETCH BOOK! ARGH! THEN IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE ZONFJHFHGFK U NEB U GUT OWN3DPWN3DSHIT : DDDDDDDddddddbghkljg HOW IS THAT GETTING OWN3D?! YOU EXAGERATE TOO MUCH! ARGH! THEN SHE GOES: OMG I FOT U WERE A REALLY NICE PERSON! BUT I FOT RONG D:::::::::;F;F;FTHLKJ AND I DUN WANNA LOZ A FRIEND TO A ARGUEMENT. "WELL YOU JUST DID" BLAHBLAHBLAH UR A FUCKING CUNT STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A STICK SHOVED UP UR AZZ D8978y45679546 WTF?! THERE IS SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS OERSIJKHKMDGXHXLKHGKLFHLK ARGH FIOR FUCKS SAKE YOU DON;T BELIEVE HOW PISSED OFF I AM!

THEN SHE HAS A FAT GO ABOUT MY PERSONALITY! HOW FUCKED UP I AM AND STUFF I KNOW I CAN'T CONTROL MY TEMPER AND I CAN'T HELP THAT AND IT'S A PART OF MY PERSONALITY TOO! I CAN'T HELP BEING WHO I AM!

"OH I THOUGHT YOU WERE A REALLY GOOD PERSON BUT YOUR REALLY A GIRL WHO SITS IN THE CORNER READING MANGA AND CUTS HERSELF ANDHAVE NO LIFE WHAT SO EVER!" BLAH BLAH BLAH IT'S NOT MY FAULT!...It's not....My....Fault....;;...I cut myself..Because...I want to...escape...but that was ages ago....And this is what...have became of me...I have resons...

It's not fair....I get this alot...I'm very emo at times like this...

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Kay I calmed down...;; I swear I can break all the glass I have....;; I don't care....;~; I'm almost in tears...

I'll promise you...I'm not like this...I'm just...pissed...and..stuff....This is me when I've broke down...and...stuff..and this is also another side of me...Oh god...I fail....Gomen. ;-;

Aiko..

Luz..Being famous eats duck shit. D:

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 2, 2007, 10:21 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Blue-The birthday Massacre.
  • Reading: Darren Shan book 7
  • Watching: Black cat ep 5 Subbed.
  • Playing: Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories/Furcadia
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Tea.
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Rules about requesting~ 100 Themes~Closed! Requests, Art trades, Contest Entries, Collabs, Commisions~ Tutorials in making~ Furcadia related~ Friends~ Clubs~ My site~ My SA account~My Live Journal~
Maybe a hug is all we need, share the love. Hug someone~
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...Does duck even shit? Dx -Bricked-

Rawr...Dx

It's really weird...So far this month it's been...good I guess... I'm famous in school oO;; Help? (because of my artwork) so yeah...It's weird and I don't mind it, everyones all like "you're so good!" and stuff, and i'm like. "oO;; thanks?" xD Silly me... and my friend wanted a picture for her to color in with my new markers, and she's giving me her new pack of multi-liners. xD ♥ and i'm buying copic multi-liners too...

Well in school. It's completely...Wow...xD Heh~ I took my markers in and started drawing and 1 second later there was a fat crowd and I was like "Holy shit oO;;" and lods of people played with them : D and I accidently left my markers at the top of the locker and half way home I screamed shit out loud and legged it back to school and my friends had it in her locker, and she was like "here's your markers~" and I was like FDGKLJFGHLGFLMLETK -Pantpant- THAAANKYOOOU e.e Iluz 8D yeah and one of my friends said "Did you run back here" and I was nodding she said "Well you can run back now" xD Eheheheh~ I love the to bits <333 they practicly saved my life. xD

Also this morning I had to go to mentoring and I walked in and walked out, and then pm registration she called me back in ad I was like "whatever..." and she was nosing into my little private life and we ended up talking about my friend who died..;-; -Sighs- Sad~ but my friend was there...So it was okay I managed to live through it~ >: Sad that she died though....Sad. u.u;;

Well...I think my anger thinger is getting way much worse. I just hit stuff and scream and it's...so scary. ;; >< but I hope it gets better soon or I think my face would be on wanted posets everywhere.. o-o;;

Well tomorrow I'm going swimming and I might buy some multi-liners, going swimming, then more drawing. XD Heh..I hate swimming but I have to do it. D: Evil~ -Shakefist- Dx

Today I managed to wake up really late. D< God it felt like forever walking to school. >.>;;; D: I screamed and fell off the bad when my mum screamed at me. Dx So yeah...and I ran for 5 mins to school. e.e;;; Legs=Dead x_X;; I'm glad I didn't have P.E. or I would of seriously screamed. xDDD

I doubt that anyones reading at this point...>.> but I really got to get this off my system...x.x;;

I am FUCKING tired. 8D;;;; XD I had my school photo taken and I look like a twat in my uniform and I had to stand on a wobly bench at the back and I was like "SHIT SHIT SHIT I'M GONNA FALL!" and I didn't xD Lulz.

I managed to tidy my room up....xD god it was so messy. xD I really got to take care of my room more often~ xD Lol.

Anyways imma shut up and draw now~ bais~ :3

The all amazing Aiko OST o:

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 29, 2007, 9:56 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Blue-The birthday Massacre.
  • Reading: Darren Shan book 7
  • Watching: Black cat ep 5 Subbed.
  • Playing: Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories/Furcadia
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Tea.
Lulz...XD

Rules:
1. Open your library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:
Portrait of the underworld. XD Disgaea OST

Waking Up:
Sympathy Page-With broken wings.

First Day At School:
Track 29-Melody of the spirits-Shaman King OST.

Childhood:
One last breath-Creed

Falling In Love:
Rockstar-Nickleback.

Fight Song:
LOL! White Tiger-Disgaea 2-Bonus CD.

Breaking Up:
Violent pornography-SOAD

Prom:
Trust you-Shaman King.

Life:
In no Angel-Dido (Lulz. I like Dido too! D; )

College:
fearless Whisper-Disgaea

High School:
The transition-Hawthrong heights. <3!

Mental Breakdown:
Ledgend of Zelda-SOAD X'DDDDD

Driving:
Monty python-Always look on the bright side of life

Flashback:
More then I can take-Fallout boys. <3

Getting Back Together:
Speeding up the Octaves-Hawthrone heights

Wedding:
I saw it on your keyboard-Hellogoodbye

Birth of Child:
Red Moon-Tenpai seto.

Final Battle:
Devil with a black dress on-Jack off jill.

Death Scene:
Maliz Mitzer-Gackt solo-Regret.

Funeral Song:
Intoduction-Panic at the disco.
(wtf? xD)

End Credits:
Rosen queen Co.-Tenpai seto-Disgaea OST

Wah...

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 28, 2007, 6:07 AM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Killing in the Name of-Rage Agenst the Machin
  • Reading: Darren Shan book 7
  • Watching: Black cat ep 5 Subbed.
  • Playing: Disgaea 2: Cursed Memories/Furcadia
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Tea.
:blackrose::heart:Aiko's Journal:heart::blackrose:
Rules about requesting~ 100 Themes~Closed! Requests, Art trades, Contest Entries, Collabs, Commisions~ Tutorials in making~ Furcadia related~ Friends~ Clubs~ My site~ My SA account~My Live Journal~
Maybe a hug is all we need, share the love. Hug someone~
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This month so far had it's crappy ups and downs. >: Most of them were downs...

I had countless injuries, lost many friends online and offline, recieved death notaces offline and online, and so much more it's horrible. ;-; I hope next month would be abit better...Dx

At first I shreaded my legs, and arms, first injury, it kills. Dx Then my hand got stabbed...Ow...Then my middle finger and the forth one got cut open, then I had a splinter, or and my shoulder got cut...><;; then I got rejected, and I lost 3 friends irl, and 2 online. Dx I never knew I can lose that many under a freaking week! D: then I got news about my friend's death. Dx Arl then confirmed to me about it. She had limited time to live, about a year or so..and she bid them all farewell (on Furcadia where I worked) except for me...I weren't there. ;; and now I just feel like shit...u.u....I wish I bid her goodbye before she died...How tragic. so I dedicated my new sketchbook in memory of her..u.u -Sighs- I found all that out this morning too...It was unessicery too. Bad start...I hope it gets better today....><

Well...Enough of my emoness Dx -Bricked- Well...Uh...I got new markers? e.e well you could prolly see that...

I made recent acrylic paintings, well only one called "Broken Angel" thats almost done, I jst need to add abit more, I can't paint to save meh life. Dx I'm working on a RE project, Ech....Dx About world war 2. ;; So sucky. Dx Ugh...and now I just have to plan it out and stuff...OH WELL I can't be bothered. D8 i'm so dead..>>...Oh well. XD I hate this project anyways, so much reaserch and shiiiit Dx -Stabs R.E- I hate thiiis D8 -Gnaws on eet- >:/

Well I did more drawings. : D I really love my markers now <3 but I really got to get cracking on thosr requests..from irl and online. -Shot- I for 4 people comming up to me in my Biology lesson going " I WANT <insert things here> and <insert more>" and i'm like "LEAVE ME ALOOONE I'M ALREADY PILED UP WITH A MASS OF EM." Well...not really. XD but the inner me was. 8D;; -Shot- but i'm gonna make them sketches so...yeah. >>.. XD They'll be scapped once I put them up on DA x3;;

I'm planning to change accounts, but I still will have my artwork in a bunch there... (old artworks in once deviation) I reallywant to keep them and stuff. XD they're deleted on other sites. so yeah. XD;; so it'll take awhile. >>... Well..If I ever bother with it..I'll prolly get it done when I have my next holiday. Dx If I bother at all Dx and after that Theres another 6 weeks of school then 17 days of no school. xX;; -Dies- So much stuff to dooo....and specially going to my uncles wedding...TT...-Mutters and grumbles- Oh well I'll prolly get alot of drawings done and come back with more art stuff. xD;; -Bricked- Typical me xD

Anyways....50 more page views until meh 8k Dx god this is so slow. XD anyways~ i'm gonna end it with a quiz. XDD
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1.YOUR REAL NAME:

>>.....Lulz. Joe moma. (:

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle.)

Natizzle..? FTW! XD

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

Black cat (OMG BLACK CAT ANIME XD) -Cosplays as train- Eheheheheh~ ;D

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)

..Lol shuddup. >>

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name)

Ongnakim....Rofl xD

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink).

Purple red bull...XDDD How does that work? oO xD

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name)

anuehae...Lawl XD

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name and fathers name.)

Yee John...wtf o-o Lulz.

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)

Black Neko...Lulz xD
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Well ta~

[A].i.k.o ♥